I just cannot shake this anxiety, and these panic attacks. They are happening often. Daily. I will be fine, and then BAM! Out of no where I am swept away!
It is here now, sitting on my chest, making me dizzy. I want it to go away. I want it to stay away.
I want peace. I want normal. But all I have is chaos and this damn mental illness.
Sweep me away from it, wash me out with the waves! Keep me under the current, and let me have peace!